A multitude of people, yet loneliness creeps.And just like that, I’m forgotten.All they notice are my mistakes.Alone and ignored.Because when I sleep, the feelings of sadness, anger, and loneliness cease to exist.Everyone goes through phases and all, don’t they?I’m that one friend who’s forgotten.Let the tears come and water your soul.Memories hurt.My only wish right now is to fall asleep before I fall apart.Neither friends nor enemies. Just strangers with some memories.No more. I don’t want to think anymore.No one cares anyway.Nobody knows about the emotional breakdowns I experience when I’m alone. Everyone only knows about the smiles and laughs I show them.Pain is hard to avoid. Actually, just the act trying to avoid it is already a pain.Pretending to be happy, hoping that the saying “fake it till you make it” actualizes.Slowly but surely, people stop reaching out. Then all of a sudden, you’re all alone.Such is the cruelty of life! It often tries to get in the way of our dreams.Things change, and friends leave. Indeed, life stops for no one.Unfortunately, being okay takes a lot of work.Whenever happiness visits me, bad things happen right after. I’ve been afraid of happiness since then.You can’t be lonely when you’ve always been alone in the first place.All human souls are connected, which explains why it hurts so much to detach from others.Don’t say goodbye. Goodbye is to leave, as to leave is to eventually forget.Every person has a secret sorrow, which the world doesn’t know about.Feeling too much always ends in feeling nothing.Happiness would be meaningless if sadness didn’t exist.Gloomy birds still sing.In certain instances, happy memories hurt the most.Letting go of the things you never had is actually the hardest thing to do.Moving on will never be easy.Occasionally, we fall in love with people we can’t have.One should not spend a lifetime waiting to start living.Our eyes can speak. It is almost always futile to try and hide our feelings.Sadness is like an ocean. Frequently, we drown. But sometimes, we are forced to swim.Some people seem to get all the sunshine. And some, all the shade.Someone who overthinks is someone who overloves.Tears are words that the heart can’t say.Ultimately, we can only blame ourselves.We create the shackles that we choose to wear in life.Alone, I feel sad. Amongst others, I feel even more sad.Do you ever think about your well-being and realize how not okay you are?Every now and then, I just disappear. It’s kind of my thing, really.Here I am expecting too much from people again.If people could step into my shoes, their hearts would immediately break.If you threw a match at me, I’d probably explode.Living, but no one notices.Lost in a world that doesn’t exist.Numb is my default mood.Nothing like a tear running down a cheek.
A multitude of people, yet loneliness creeps.And just like that, I’m forgotten.All they notice are my mistakes.Alone and ignored.Because when I sleep, the feelings of sadness, anger, and loneliness cease to exist.Everyone goes through phases and all, don’t they?I’m that one friend who’s forgotten.Let the tears come and water your soul.Memories hurt.My only wish right now is to fall asleep before I fall apart.Neither friends nor enemies. Just strangers with some memories.No more. I don’t want to think anymore.No one cares anyway.Nobody knows about the emotional breakdowns I experience when I’m alone. Everyone only knows about the smiles and laughs I show them.Pain is hard to avoid. Actually, just the act trying to avoid it is already a pain.Pretending to be happy, hoping that the saying “fake it till you make it” actualizes.Slowly but surely, people stop reaching out. Then all of a sudden, you’re all alone.Such is the cruelty of life! It often tries to get in the way of our dreams.Things change, and friends leave. Indeed, life stops for no one.Unfortunately, being okay takes a lot of work.Whenever happiness visits me, bad things happen right after. I’ve been afraid of happiness since then.You can’t be lonely when you’ve always been alone in the first place.All human souls are connected, which explains why it hurts so much to detach from others.Don’t say goodbye. Goodbye is to leave, as to leave is to eventually forget.Every person has a secret sorrow, which the world doesn’t know about.Feeling too much always ends in feeling nothing.Happiness would be meaningless if sadness didn’t exist.Gloomy birds still sing.In certain instances, happy memories hurt the most.Letting go of the things you never had is actually the hardest thing to do.Moving on will never be easy.Occasionally, we fall in love with people we can’t have.One should not spend a lifetime waiting to start living.Our eyes can speak. It is almost always futile to try and hide our feelings.Sadness is like an ocean. Frequently, we drown. But sometimes, we are forced to swim.Some people seem to get all the sunshine. And some, all the shade.Someone who overthinks is someone who overloves.Tears are words that the heart can’t say.Ultimately, we can only blame ourselves.We create the shackles that we choose to wear in life.Alone, I feel sad. Amongst others, I feel even more sad.Do you ever think about your well-being and realize how not okay you are?Every now and then, I just disappear. It’s kind of my thing, really.Here I am expecting too much from people again.If people could step into my shoes, their hearts would immediately break.If you threw a match at me, I’d probably explode.Living, but no one notices.Lost in a world that doesn’t exist.Numb is my default mood.Nothing like a tear running down a cheek.
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